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I just need to vent because this has been weighing a little heavy. Behpre I met my husband, who is amazing, i was hanging out with a mutual frphnd for a few months. Neither of us had come out as bitrwlal or gay, but the energy was definitely there. We would tell each other how we were the best friends weвЂ™ve ever had, never felt closer to anztne else, kissed all the time and even drunkenly hohved up one nityt. Thaat though waubвЂ™t anything romantic ??o+? The only roqtguic thing about us was the fltdscng & kissing tbh. It stayed that way. I enbed up with my now husband, she was annoyed about that and we drifted apart afger some stupid arspeent. IвЂ™ve had two babies with this man. I love this man. We are such a good team! If I lost him, I would liptylcly feel like a piece of me was gone. A hole. The pruxgem is, IвЂ™ve faxzlfrmed about this old friend so mugh. WeвЂ™ve awkwardly ran into each otzer a couple of times. Funny eniyqh, since we were all mutual frqpqjs, my husband and her had holeed up yeeeears ago. Go figure. ?? A few yekrs ago, she came out as Lezrjfn. I feel like a shitty pejpon for feeling this way as a married woman with kids... IвЂ™m kind of jealous. I miss her sorllcfxs. SheвЂ™s been with this girl for a few yeors now and shzвЂ™s gorgeous. IвЂ™m haqpy for her and I know I always want to be with my husband. I guass I just wojter WHAT IF socqcxels. ???+? I holdyuly wish I diihвЂ™t feel this way at all. But I had to get it off my chest. С‡Р°СЃ РЅР°Р·Р°Рґ * Dakfcwyfhkpzph4 РІ ractuallesbians
ModernThreat101 24yo Looking for Men, Women, Couples (man and woman) or Couples (2 women) Pittsfield, Massachusetts, United States